You'll Be In My Heart~

Okay. 2nd post of the day, but Amy gave me an idea for an update to the people I care about the most. I know I've done like, 3 of these, but hell, people come in and out of my life. These are the people who have changed my life. No matter if they are old or new or ex's. It'll go in order from date. Oldest-Newest.

Katie- You have been there since 6th grade, and I know you're always number one on my list, and that's because you're my Beffie. I miss you so much, and I wish that we could take that roadtrip now. I can't wait to see you again. You will always be number one on my list.

Sabrina- You're the person I hate the most, but you made me realize that what you have done to my father, thanks to you, he's never going to change. And I thank you for that. I hate how you manipulated him to make him believe that I'm nothing and that I don't compare to how much he loves you. I know he has said that no matter what, he would choose me over you, but he won't. And that's what gives you the pleasure. You know that no matter what, you have him in your grip, and he's not willing to let go. Now, I will never know what it is like to have a good father.

Bethany- Oh, how I hate you so, but you hafta be credited in here. You taught me that I could move on. From whatever it was. You were the worst. I loved you and you used me, and I realize what a mistake I made from letting myself fall for you. You also taught me to be on my guard, that appearances aren't everything.

Laura- You are the sunshine of my life. You always have been. You were the first one that I met when I came to _T_. When you told me the news that what you were, I looked at you in a completely different light. I'm so glad that I told you how I feel, and that we are together. I will always love you. No matter what. You are completely different from the other girls I have dated. You're not dramatic. You're not using me for an emotional punching bag, and you have no idea how much I appreciate that. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Jess-I can't tell you how much I appreciate you. You are always full of helpful words. You help me a lot, and I couldn't ask for a better friend. You mean a lot to me, and I'm uber glad that I joined _T_. It makes me happy to know that you are totally okay with everything that makes me happy. Thank you so much for understanding. <33

Martha- We are amazing. You have no clue. You're one of my best friends, and I'm so glad that we are good pals. Haha. I remember when we first met, in Choir, and you hated me. You thought I was obnoxious and annoying. And then I came over, and we had so much fun. Thanks for always being there, and giving support.

Sabrina (Senior)- You are the one I look up to for advice. You are always full of fun and interesting things to tell me. We go out pretty much every weekend, and have a ball. I can't wait until I'm eighteen so I can come with you to the bar. Haha. We have so many things to laugh over, it's unbelievable.

Mariah- You may not be close, but you're close to me. You're my sister. The one who always makes me laugh when I'm upset. You offer helpful advice, and I'm so glad I joined Eventide. If not, I definitely wouldn't have such amazing friends. You prove that distance means nothing. That it is actually better, because you don't judge people by where they live or what they look like. Thank you so much. I LOVE YOU.

Faith- You are amazing. What more can I say? You've been there for me, and you've helped me through a lot. And I appreciate that you're there, no matter what. I can always depend on you to offer advice and make me laugh. It makes me happy knowing that there ARE people out there who are caring. I LOVE YOU.

Davis: You're always making me laugh. You and Amy are the best combination in making me happy. You know exactly what to say, and how to say it. I know we don't talk much, but it felt empty leaving you out. Even when you don't know what's going on in my life, you know how to make me laugh. I'm glad that I joined Eventide. I LOVE YOU.

Amy- Finally, I'm down to you. You are last on my list, because I haven't known you that long, but the time I have known you, has been amazing. You always help me through whatever it is that I'm going through, and I couldn't appreciate you more. You know when something is off, and that no matter what you are doing, whether you are working or with a friend, you always know, and listen. You have been a big part of my life, and I can't wait to see you. I LOVE YOU. BUNCHES.