I Fucking Hate My Life~

I know that I don't hate my life, but I also know that sometimes, I would hate it enough to just do something about it. But I never do anything about anything. I mean, I have the same people in my life who have hurt me since I was little, and I still have people who have hurt me in my life today. I'm just too weak to do anything about it. I mean, I talk real big, but that doesn't mean I can do it. I'm a fucking wimp, and I hate that about myself. I wish that I would stop giving people second chances, and I wish that I could just erase everyone that has ever hurt me. I wish that my life was different. I mean, seriously, there are people out there who have worse lives than me, and all I do is bitch and complain. Well, I'm going to try and change that. The next time you ask me what's wrong, don't expect an answer, unless you have proven to me that you're not just another person I can bitch at. The next time someone hurts me, please don't expect me to just forgive you. I mean, I probably will, but don't expect me to be all trusting again. The next time you piss me off, don't expect me to jump back real quickly. The next time you talk to me, and I won't tell you what's wrong, the just back the fuck off. I obviously don't want to talk to you about it, so please, don't press me. I'm trying to make my life better, because, obviously, it's getting worse, and I don't want to go down that path again. I'm going to find every strength I have to not fall into the deep depression I used to be in. I'm a much better person than that.

I'm sorry if I offended people, but that's the way my life needs to be.

Thanks for letting me rant,
   Jessica or Delilah ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸❤¸¸.•*¨*•☆.｡.•*✿