Got To Find One Way To Keep From Going Under~

Wow. Where do I even begin? Things have been interesting in my life. I don't think I blogged about Laura and I not talking, but we did. Or tried. October 18-October 31. Some month, huh? ;] Well, when I realized what was causing my depression, I fixed it. I talked to Laura, and things are going uphill from there.

October 30- Wrote that depressing poem. Put poem on here. Now, here comes the most amazing part. I was on Facebook, and I saw that she was on chat, but when I clicked her name, it said she was offline. I immediately got discouraged. But then I was like, "Fuck this. I'm going to talk to her." and I got on Yahoo! Messenger, and did. And it was the most amazing feeling when she responded. It was like a weight had been lifted. I didn't feel stressed anymore. :D

October 31-Went to my seniors house, and called Laura four or five times that night, just so I could hear her voice. It was like a symphony. It made me so happy that we were talking again. It made me extremely happy just to hear her voice. After we got back to Sabrina's house, we took the kids trick-or-treating, and then went a party, (where I had a bit too much to drink...damn jell-o shots [;). After the party, I was just supposed to stop by Daisy's and see her real quick, but I ended up staying the night, drunk. Apparently, I'm a funny drunk. According to Daisy.

The Pee Story (this is my drunk story, according to Daisy)-
Jessica: -sitting on couch- Daisy, I have to pee.
Daisy: Okay, then go pee.
Jessica: -just sits there-
Daisy: Jessica? Come on.
Jessica: What?
Daisy: You need to pee.
Jessica: I do?
Daisy: Yes. -pulls to the bathroom-
Jessica: Where are we going?
Daisy: The bathroom. You have to pee.
Jessica: Kay.
Daisy: -gets to bathroom-
Jessica: -stares at toilet-
Daisy: Jessica? Go pee.
Jessica: I don't have to.
Daisy: Yes, you do.

(Daisy proceeds to take Jessica's pants off, and sits her on the toilet)

*few seconds later, after Daisy had gone back to the couch*

Jessica: DAISY, WHAT AM I DOING IN HERE!?
Daisy: You're peeing.
Jessica: Kay.

[[That is the Pee-Story]]

November 1-Came home, and got on the computer, and Laura and I talked. Well, long story short, she wanted to know where we stood, and now we're back together. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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   Jessica or Delilah ♥

P.S. Your voice is beautiful, my love.