Alright. Hey guys. I'm here again to vent. I've been having a long and stressful few days. Some people would congratulate me, but I don't think it is deserved. I was a bitch.
Yesterday, my dad picked me up to take me to a party, and on the way, my dad was talking about how he was glad he had kids at such a young age, that way he's not tied down with children by the time he is 45. Anyway, we were talking, and I said, "You're gonna have Will.", thinking that he might say something about the divorce, but instead he said, "No, he'll be 15. He won't be around." and that really upset me. Not because he wasn't getting divorced, but because he WON'T talk to me and Alyssa about the divorce, even after he said he was at my therapist appointment. It pissed me the fukk off.
So he drops me off at the party, and my now ex-girlfriend calls, and I had a little bit to drink, but I wasn't drunk. I refuse to get drunk, because I don't want to be like my father. Anyway, Allison called, and we were at the hospital, and I told her what was going on. I told her I would call her back, and I did. When Holly, Ashton and I were at the McDonalds drive-thru. We were really hyper, and being really perverted, and she thought I was drunk. And then she was asking me if I was a virgin. I said, "Yes, of course, and you better be too." and she said, "Why?" "Because I refuse to hava slut as a girlfriend." and then she didn't talk to me, which I didn't mind. What I minded was she wasn't grown-up enough to talk to me about it.
So the next morning, she texts me and was like, "Well, I have phone sex a lot, and I'm not going to be a virgin for long." And I responded, "Fine. Then I'm done putting up with your shit." and she's like, "Whatever. Bye."
And so that is how stressful my days have been. :] Thanks for letting me vent.
Love Always,
Jessica or Delilah ♥
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