24 June 2010

this feeling has my head spinning and reeling

It has been exactly a month since I last posted. Haha. Nothing has really changed much. My mom and I are still battling this court things over and over again. We go to court the 29th for her arraignment. Ugh. It's been difficult trying to be calm about this. I don't want it to overpower my mind, because it'll make me depressed and I won't be able to think about anything else. It would be a bad situation. I've been doing so good in being happy and not letting the smallest things bring me down.

Dad and Sabrina are in Virginia for vacation. They won't be back until Tuesday. I've had to house sit and be a good kid. And that's no fun at all. :P I've been really good, actually. I have a boyfriend. His name is Billy. He lives in California and is the sweetest guy ever. :) We've been dating a week and 5 days. It's amazing. He's really sweet and he makes me smile a lot. He's so amazing. <3

My mom and I are friends again, and I don't know how it's going to work out. I'm tired of this going back and forth with being friends and not being friends. I just want my mommy. :( It makes me upset that we're going through this. I don't like it, but I know it is necessary for her to take the actions for her consequences. I don't think I'm going to press charges, just because I don't want my mommy to go to jail. But I know that it'll happen anyway. :( Anyway, I need to focus on my EverQuest. :)

Thanks for listening in,
     Jessica or Delilah ♥

1 comment:

  1. Hey, this thought just occurred to me. If I'm ever home when this is able to happen, I wanna talk to you and Billy at the same time. Because as a best friend, I feel it's my duty to "meet" him (technically speaking since it would be the same way we've "met" so far xD). IF that is cool with you (or not cool with you) let me know somehow. Please and thank youuu xD <3

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